So many things.. too little time

Yeah there you go, as what the title is obviously stating, the 24 hours in a day does not seem to be sufficient especially when dealing with people who work at the speed of a turtle, who happens to require constant following up. I've just had quite a month or two, in my previous I had mentioned my dear aunt who had departed from us, the three weeks that followed, my grand aunt had left us and lastly my dear uncle. INALILLAH WA INALILLAHIRAJIUN. It was quite a unfortunate saddening experience, I unfortunately did not have the chance to be at the my late aunt's funeral, but I was fortunate enough to be present at the funeral for both my grand aunt and uncle.

My late  grand aunt who would always fondly probe me with "Ni hau ma?" or "Lu eh ho bo?" every single time and she never misses the chance to ask me so. And as for my uncle, hmm.. it was a rather heart-wrenching to know he left us. We were all expecting for him to leave us, not that I'm saying I would want him to leave, but he has had some health complications as of late, and I can only imagine for him to find out his younger sister had left us before he did. I can only imagine how he must have felt.

And I still haven't taken the plunge, and it's a rather mind-boggling matter as I try to weigh the cause and effect of the former. But at the same time, it's a rather comfirting feeling of having knowing there's a said presence.